10:points best answer and pls answer both ?'s?

Oh'kay there's this dude who i claim as a cousin but he's not really related to me his cousin and my brother are cousins thats all but i use2 like him and i think he use2 like me too but we're 18 and 19 now and i think the feelinqs are cominq back cause im kinda jealous that he has a qf and he dont make it no better cause he act funny with me and when we talk he tells me i act funny with him but i dream about us havinq i just dont know what to do: ( what should i do? and im scared to tell him and (1) time when i was playinq on his phone and i was tellinq him i love him and he never know i could be his babymomma and his future and when he found out it was me he wanted me to repeat everythinq i said and was like ypu know you didnt mean that and i just lauqhed it off but what did he mean by that? hmmmm:)